Egypt... wud u let me in... cuz i want to come! pls!

so i come to read some good stuff, stuff that wud do the thing... but nope i dont find any good ones!

none of the topics or captions catch me...

and i say so wat if u cant find something wat u want to read u can write something that u want to read


and so i do as my mind suggests

i write wat i may like reading with awe bringing me up catching my attention drawing me to itself and then bringing on my lips a smile , twinkle in my eyes, make my heart beat a little faster, make me feel beautiful, make life filled with excitement, colors, entusiasm and passion which is lacking....


so i write wat i wud like to do or want right now...


i would like to vist ur place...and inform ur friend armand i am here and want to meet him... and then when he comes to get me...

i share with him my plan....and ask him to let me stay at his place while i do the most craziest ideas...

this is one thing

second... i do as i am hoping to do...

go vist misr (egypt cairo) right now i cant because i havent got the raza letter needed.

but i still go without it and enter the city... and go for ziarat of imam husain... and go to faiz and tell them i am here now... and without raza but u see i waited so long and didnt come... now u cant let me be all alone in this strange land... and consider my case especially and dont be mean or angry instead be understanding and let me live with u all... and enroll me in....

my bros though show me a different picture they say... u will reach there... they wont let u enter without that letter you will then be stranded on the airport...

i say fine... they will give me food and water... who knows after a day they look at my innocent face and stop being cruel and let me in... to which he says wat if they give u a bad treatment... and tried scaring me wat if the cab driver takes u to the wrong place... and who will then be there u cud call for help...

i said i will call my cousin who is already there... he can atleast let me reach a safe place... and he says... wat if he doesnt come... or u cant get in touch with him or wat if he turns his face... since he is already having enuf room for himself... to which i said... if he ever turns his face on me... he will then see wat i do with him...

so anyways... they tried making me a pussy as much as they cud... and now i am still not sure whether going without the raza letter is a wise thing or not... definitely not the wisest thing but u need to be clever sometimes when the ghee doesnt come out with the right finger... and then may be if i go there... imam husain wont just let me face all the trouble alone... i know he will surely come for my rescue... and then maula is there too!

i will call them and they will come like super man to save me... if i get in trouble... which i hope i never get...

at most wat they will do is wont let me enter the city and ask me to go back to pakistan.... since i wont have the return ticket for that day...they will have to fugure out themselves....

besides i will be reciting salawat all the time... reciting all thsoe great prayers that take away all the trouble ... nothing will happen....

but if i reall look deep in my heart... it wants me to do the dare ... only that its not the truth and dare wali dare... and thinking i am the same girl who used to even fear those dares and thus always chose truth.... makes me wonder am i ready for taking such a dare...

and what if maula dont come to rescue saying... if u do stupid things dont ask me to come to rescue... i told u not to come without raza now deal with it urself...

:(

but even though i know he can say that... i do know in my hearts of heart... he will slap me later but he will come to rescue...cuz i am stupid he is not:D

and he is there to help stupids like me to be safe! rather then teach a lesson!

Right maula?

atleast thats how i feel!

but i know if my brothers know this... they will not agree! even though in thier hearts of hearts they wud like this to be true! cuz they are scared beings!