Monday, March 26, 2012

It is you, it was always you:) It will always be you!

You got to love someone a lot to keep loving them as they age... and turn from the yoithful beauty into an old hag:) when u grow with them which u do... u can do that pretty easy...and sometimes u can draw how he/she wud look years down the road... and u want to see that person come out... and to enjoy him/her with the decreasing memory, patience, strength hair, teeth and everything else... :) that person u want to always be around and grow old with!:) u just know its him/her and no body else u wud ever exchange them for. ever! you are my that somebody... and i knew that from the day i heard ur voice and saw u the first time and had my first conversation!:) and heard ur first laughter or got ur first scolding and saw ur first bad mood and received your first hug and kiss and the first i love u... i still remember the tear that trickled out of nowhere... as i silently cried... both happy and sad... happy that it was u... and sad that i knew my fate cudnt be this perfect ever again!:( i love u and i always will hear and anywhere .... for ever!

i love u because u fulfilled my dreams... as if God did finally grant my life wishes! and u filled each one of them... without i ever need to ask u!:) as if to grant me my wishes was the only way u got urs granted!:) how lovely!

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Learning new things everyday!:D

I was feeling bored, waiting for my online friends... but they were all busy...

Today is a day i fear the most, when nothing interesting is there... that i look forward to... not even the Drama or a movie i can watch to fill the empty hours.

People ask me to start teaching, but i think its boring for me... and i think i save kids some sanity, which an insane person like me can never bring to them...

So as i refreshedf my FB page the tenth time in a row... a quote got my attention.


"Education is not about boring classrooms, rote learning and tedious schedules, its about getting to know new things, understand them and enjoy the experience.
So according to you, what are the ways that you can make education interesting?"


its about getting to know new things, understand them and enjoy the experience.

i am sure as soon as you all will read this sentence, your motivation and curiosity and interest will rise... you will feel blood rushing back into ur face and heart...thats exactly wat happened...

and then i thot to myself when was it that i tried or learned something new... and recalling my school days... was i really being taught something new... and exciting...was i really experiencing something new...

and wat i felt was... even though may be i was... some of the teachers and their motivation level, made me feel every day was same... dull boring and full of punishments... on lessons not being turned up or something always being not as expoected by her... no matter how much the teacher failed to be as we expected her to be...

Her disappointments led us to punsihments... wat abt our disappointment... oh... yeah... we were not allowed to be disaapointed... it wasnt our place to have any expectations... but to meet expectations of our parrents and teachers..and most of the time... failing them...

though my parrents were linent... and loved us regardless... my over intelligent and sensitive self... cud read it in their eyes... and in the eyes of those countless people i met every day... and i so wished i was in a place where i was ok and good and admired just the way i was...

But not pondering more on... all that...

i Got this nice idea...to learn something new every day... read abt it, experiment with it and then summarize it all here on the blog...no matter how little it is...

so wat can be the things that wud be new to me...

making a wrong call and doing wat those guys do... harass someone...:) juts for fun... i have never dared doing that...

reading abt a phenomenon...

learning a skill or craft

making a concept of an ad... (it can be creative)

trying a new recipe...

i know these are very easy ones... one i can do in the cacoon of my home...

and wat wud really make me feel happy is going out of this cocoon and trying soemthing extremely daring...

like skydiving

scuba diving

going to india and following salman khan. making him spend a day with me...

ask madhuri to teach me ik do teen dance

drive a plane

be an airhostess for one day

act in a movie (bolly wood)

learn belly dance, salsa, ice skating

do all these crazy things before i hit my 40s

and try as many ideas as cross my mind...

and then when i am done with all these controversial things ... get married to someone who loves me just as much as i love him... and give all i can to my family...

The end!:D

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Haris!

you give me a responsibility i wasnt born for... but since u asked i took it with all my heart but i am not able to do much... though unlike ... those who expect me to perform... my underperformance in this case only gets a bit of scolding from u... and then realisation and doing somethng sweet to replenish my lost faith in this! the truth is this fated coincidence is giving me that reason which i had lost for past 1 year, all i need is that we both come out fine from this momentary bad phase we both are going through with flying colors:) as we support and strengthen each other:)

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Book Dedication!

I am writing a book dedication to Salman Khan...:)

Its half way through!

i plan to write 6-8 chapters.

i am on the 4th one...

This book wont have copies... just one copy which i shall post to him.

But if he likes it and wud agree to send out more copies may be you all will be lucky to read it too:)

But if this works i have one more dedication to make...

to my favorite lady... Madhuri!

:D

Hope all is well with you all!

Have a lovely day, night:)

Cheers

Love!

I love you!

I dream of you on some night, but in all of them you seem far away, unacheivable, i am this close to u... but the gulf between us seems endless...

in my day dreams how ever i get u as close as i want...

in reality... u r out there... far far away from me...

were we both meant to live alone... never to have anyone other then each other by our sides yet not having the strength and courage to be there for each other!:)

I used to feel sad abt it now... i can smile abt it...

its been a long time since i cried over losing u... being away from u... now i am getting used to it... all now i feel is love for u... and distrust of coming close and being asked to leave once again... the pain of which i cant bear... so i will never come that close again.

But love will always be here!