Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Girls this one is for us!!!! Are we beautiful of what!!!:)

Would you dance
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run
And never look back?
Would you cry
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die 
For the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight. 

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I would stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
That you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie? 
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care 
You're here tonight. 

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I would stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep? 
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain. 
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

Enrique's Hero

Get ready to be shattered!:)  (youtube Video)

Monday, November 19, 2012

Can't Beleive what the world is coming to...

some pictures in Gaza violence made me realise its not in some movie the massacre is happening... Its the real world and real people... real chldren...

and the murderers use the name of righteousness to justify their doings.

Is there really a justification of harming a kid? i dont think so... and no one in their true mind would.

Then how can our leaders make us beleive its alright... its ok.... how can we let unreasonable people rule our lands and make decisions for us...

someone rightly said...

you want to know who rules you... just know who that someone is who you are not allowed to criticize.

Imam husain, left behind for his beleiver a legacy to stand against the evil the unjust, even if it costs you your life your family life... because when you fight for just, you fight for the Lord... and why be frugal with your life... when it is indeed a thing given by Lord himself, one he can take from you any moment.. Isnt it better to hand it over to him in some courageoud times... then make him take it... from you while you cry in despair... or fear.


but who am i telling this to... my readers who are ppl like me astonished in the face of this terrorism...

Well as i beat my heart out remembering imam husain... i now definitely am going to pray for those ppl in gaza and anywhere in the world terribly being robbed of their peace of mind and life...

May God help the innocent and come to their aids!

To see a happy, world is a myth... if it had not been... Rasulallah had not beein in pain, Ali had not been in pain... husain had not died in vain... but they did... and its foolish for us to beleive... things wud change for ppl like us...

they wont... and we will take back out truths to our lord... all we will have is not what happened to the world... while we resided there... but what we did, and what we didnt do. Period!

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Stillness Speaks by Ekhart Tolle

ch 1 silence and stillness

when u lose touch with your inner stillness
u lose touch with urself

when u lose touch with urself
u lose urself in the world

ur innermost sense of self of who u r is inseperable from stillness

it is the i am, which is deeper then name and form

stillness is ur essential nature.

what is stillness
an inner ence or awareness in which these words are being perceived and become thoughts

without that awareness there wud be no perception....... no thoughts....... no world.

u r that awareness disguised as a person

the equivalent of external noise is the inner noise of thinking

the equvalent of external silence is inner stillness

whenever there is some silence around u...... listen to it.     that means just notice it, pay attention to it

listening to silence awakens the dimention of stillness within urself

because it is only thrugh stillness that u can be aware of silence

see that in the moment of noticing the silence around u u r not thinking... u r aware but not thinking

when u become aware of silence immediately that enacts inner sence of alertness. u r present. you have stepped out of thousand of years of collective human conditioning

look at a tree, a flower, a plant.
let ur awareness rest upon it

how still they are how deeply rooted in being

allow nature to teach u stillness

when u lok at a tree and perceive it stillness, u become still urself

u connect with it at a very deep level

u feel a oneness in what ever u perceive in an through stillness

feelings of oneness of urself with all things is love

silence is helpful but u dont need it in order to find stillness. even if there is noise u can be aware of stillness underneathe tht noise of space n which the nise arises

that is the inner space of awareness.. consiousness itself

u can become aware of awareness as the background of all ur sense perceptions or ur thinking

becoming aware of awareness is he ariving of stillness

any disturbing noise can be as helpful as silence.


by dropping ur inner resitance to noise.. by allowing it to be as it is. this acceptance also takes u in the round of inner peace that is stillness

whenever u deeply accept this moment as it is, no matter hwat form it takes u r still. u r at peace.

pay attention to the gap. the gap b/w tw thoughts. the breif silence space between words in a conversation

b/w the nodes of the piano or flute.. between the inbreaths and ut breaths.

when u pay attention to those gaps, the awareness of something becomes just awareness

true intelligence operates silently

n silence cretaivty and solutions to problems are found.

is stillness just absense of noise and content. no! its the intelligence itself.
the underlying form of consiousness thoorugh which every form is born

and how cud that be seperate from who u r

the form u think u r came out of that and is being sustained by it.

itsis th essense of all galaxies and blads of grass. of all flowers trees birds and all other forms

stillness is the only thing in this world which has no form, but then it is really not a thing and it is not of this world

when u look at a tree or human being in stillness who is looking
something deeper then ther person, consiousness is looking at its creation

do u need more knowledge... is more information going t save the world or faster comuters

is it not wisdome that humanity needs most at this time

but what is wisdom and where is it to be found?

wisdom comes with the ability to be still

just look and just listen. no more is needed

to be still look and listen activates the non conceptual intelligence within u

let stillness direct ur words and actions.

ch 2

beyond the thinking mind

most ppl spend their whole lives in the confines of their own thoughts

they never go beyond the narrowminded sense of self that is conditioned by past.

in each of us there is a dimention of consiousness that is far deeper then thought and that is the eswssence of who we r

we may call it presnece, awareness, the unconditioned consiousness. fnding that consiousness frees u and the world from the sufferings u inflict on urself and others

love joy creative expansion and lasting inner peace cannot come into ur life except through that unconditioned dimension consiousness.

if u can recognize even occasionallly, the thots tat go thorugh ur mind as just thoughts. if u can witness urself ur own mental emotional reactive patterns as they happen. then that dimension is already emerging in u as awareness in whi ch

thoughts and emotions happen

th consious inner sace in which the content of ur ife unfolds..

the stream of thinking has an enormous momentum that cud drag u along with it..

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Life of Two Polar Bears James and Donna

James: How crazy our life is.... sitting and waiting... waiting for food... wonder if ill get it today...

well i know i will... and also how pathetic i will feel after killing and eating... how pathetic...

i cant make out the sense of this existence...

If it was not for Donna , life would have been such a meaningless thing.

well i should not be so negative...i should better get up...hmmm (starts walking)

where is Donna... atleast  time goes faster, playing kissing hugging and if nothing simply teasing her...

look at all this snow... the grass is pretty scarce ...

i am feelings sleepy... so much for having such a boring monotonus life... i seriously envy these humans... how exciting their job is. So stupid though video taping me for almost a day now....ask my wife she doesnt even think i am worth spending an hr with....

Donna! finally! ... ok now dont fight with me... i just came for a nice chat...

woman... wat... cant i have moment of peace  with u... haan

ok thats enuf ... i am trying to.. ok come here now give me a kiss... thats my girl... wat now? not follow u... wat else is there to do... now come on... hey

alright fine... if you would only understand  hey... that sun looks beautiful... have a look Donna... such a beauty... majestic...

Donna: hmmm yeah wat ever...

James: wat r u looking for...

havent eaen a thing... its almost dark.... can i have something to eat today.. god i hate being here... i wish i had known this before marriage... wat i life i put up myself for.

Jame: (discouraged) hmmm... you will find something dont worry...

donna: yeah... looking away in the distance with nothing in the sight but the white snow

i think i need to get pregnant. Having kids will be good for me...

(the moon glares back at them ) the night approaches!

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

You cant Imagine how happy i was!

It dsplayed on my yahoo email like a medal. it was purely magical. And i had not expected it in the least. A question like that seemed desperate. and to expect an answer from the man himself, an impossibility. But there it was glaring at me telling me to believe it... but like previous time... i wasn't jumping up and down. I was very poised. Like i was getting used to my tiny tear drop successes.:) He greeted me using my name... and answered me oh so well. That i am finally registering to him as a person, though one of her fan, but one who was doing more then wat others were doing to get his attention. Even if it was for mere fraction of the day, even if it was just to be polite and return the gesture of unconditional love. Well unconditional love is all i feel for him. Other wise who he is, just an actor, who happens to resemble you or more so you resembles him. Is that the reason why i started noticing him suddenly and getting all interested. Well what ever is the reason, i don't want to get into the core of it. All i know is that i got a reply from RAHUL BOSE, one of the finest, actors i have come across and one of the finest human being too and i am very very excited. I am planning to get it framed, like one of the trophy, not one that stands there in the corner of a table collecting dust but rather a frame that would adorn my bedroom wall, or reside by my bed, making me feel happy waking every morning, alone. for i know if ill ever get married... this picture will have to go somewhere else.. or may be i will finally grow up to dump it. (that wouldn't be so fair)but just imagine.. a 50 yr old women, keeping this reply framed by her bedside... doesn't make a dime of sense... unless i am warded in a mental institution, cuz of my not growing out of my teens even at the age 50:)so you see Rahul i do have a point, and you shouldn't feel sad when i get rid of this message. Those who haven't felt this way about something in life... have really missed something very beautiful in their life and i have my condolences to offer those deprived souls... those who exactly know wat i am feeling and talking abt... here's to us all crazy aatmas... Cheers

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Define your Problems as Goals

Your problems are those undesired things in your life which you want to get rid off as soon as possible. Its like those stones that keep coming in your path and try to knock u down, make u feel sad, pained and uncomfortable. Thinking about them makes you grow serious glum, annoyed, irritated, frustrated, angered unhappy, or thoughtful. Your mind either is focused on how difficult your life is with this problem and how by anyway possible you can get it done. Some of these problems already have a solution. You know the solution but u r too lazy and unwilling, or incapable of taking those actions. Sometimes how ever you cannot solve it on your own and need outside help. Whether or not your solution is clear to you, you are always clear about one thing. What you want? What needs to be done? where you want to see yourself past that problem? And that beautiful happy, secure realization is called the GOAL. The end result. And to get there you must be willing to do all that is required, and that part is called the Acheivement. Problems can be visible. Anyone can see them.. they are as clear as the day. Problems can be invisible. No body other then you know about them. No one can even guess what eating you from inside... but none the less there is a serious problem, which you have been trying to fight / living with since the day it was conceived. But what ever those problems or hurdles are, its much easier to tackle them and get around them when you list them in terms of a goal. So if your problem is He doesn’t want to marry me... Your focus should be on how to convince him to marry you. “Convince him to marry you” then becomes your goal and “How” is the way you and solutions and options and possibilities you will need to work on in order to reach that Goal. My acne is so bad. Its a huge problem Even though its a true observation... it does little to get you to solve it. So your focus should be on How can I get rid of it; where “How “would be the WAY and “Get rid of Acne” would be your GOAL and the more you could focus on the two... the less your acne will remain a problem for u. Use this trick to all your problems, and problems will not be a problem any more.