Thursday, November 3, 2011

jiyey Pathan!

they are drilling on my head... but its ok... they are doing something constructive and they have all the right to cause me head ache... on the contrary it feels like music, a sense of life . and wat they are doing is no jokes! its a serious effort that wud go lifelong! god bless u all and may give u a fair reward for ur honest dedicated work!:) wish i cud be like u all... contented and doing one thing all my life and still having no frown on my head!

I so wish!

i want to work work my ass off and feel great in me... have a sense of happiness that's never ending... i want to work...

please God help me... secure a job i wont feel like quiiting ever

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Love i bow to!

Khamosh rehna mushkil hai
tum se door rehna mushkil hai


Kya keroon, insaan hoon machine nahi!

it takes strength and will

Strrength to ley aai... magar will kehan se laoon!

No i cant ever will to leave u and forget u... no matter how much pain this wud bring me.

So when my folks and family scold me i can see my self smiling... the fact that they think i am doing the biggest blunder of my life makes me feel i am alive and they love me enuf to ask me to stop and think and are there to make me do soemthing which i may not like but which they think is best for me.

Their love i bow to...but my will i cannot kill and bury... Its my life they are talking about.