Tell me God! Allah the exalted!

Tell me God what you have in store for me...

Lead me to what you think i deserve ... whats meant for me

dont let me be the judge of my life and chooser of my destiny

You be the judge and decide wats best for me...

Lead me to the place where i can be in one piece

lead me to my real self, the self i was seperated from when i made that sin

you didnt just took my home from me... you also took away the vision and sight to be able to recognize it ...

and that i beleive has been my greatest punishement ever to be unable to see and acknowledge and recognize wat was my own once my keepsake, my everything!

What was the last thing u sent my way, for me

did i bow down to u in gratefullness and took it to my heart and placed it in my heart with the utmodt dedication and devotion or did i ruled it out, ignored and dumped it saying thats not worthy of me....

Did i took it to my soul and united it with me in a bond of eternal love and obedience or did i casted it out, looking down on it, running away from its reach

Would u not then stop sending your blessings to me, if i have disappointed you...for i dont want you to favor me, if i have not been true to u, true to my word and promise to u...to my birth and my existence...

I know not God my need to exist, they say i was born to obey you to serve you to praise you and to devote my self to you...

I beleive it or may be i dont... if i do its cuz it makes sense to me... if i dont may be cuz it doesnt... and i now clearly know how men and what men makes sense of something...

What ever he thinks he wants desire or feel akin to becomes understood, wat ever he cannot take or feel good abt he misunderstands and rreject and doubts...

arent we clever God.... but can we ever be able to fool our hearts, souls and minds and You...


So i on this truth and understanding place myself out in open to not just you but all those ppl... who have me in their lives, who rely on me, depend on me, need me, have me,so that they can know what i am...

If you are the ultimte judge for me... the decider of my fate... then why shud i worry abt any one else...

So do as you wish with me... make me as u wish goes right for me...for my mind can think and find u... everything else its you who needs to show to me.....

Show me the right way to continue this long journey... all i care is for the path to lead me to you... to win your favor and approval... everything else i dont care, if u dont wish it for me...dont destine for me...