When i am down, when i am hyper, when i am sad, when i am happy, when i am unable to sleep and when i am too tired for anything...
He surely is there to pick me in any mood i may have and get me back on track...
So when i was unable to have a wink i resort to my savior once again...
i thought may be a sleeping music will put me to sleep... but nope nothing works
its my fault... i am not tired enuf in the day to sleep early...
the whole routine is distrupted... well i dont have one to speak of... so :P
but... the fact that discipline is imp for a successful life... becomes a flawed philosophy in my life...
I do accomplish a lot following a good well planned routine... but at the end a feeling i get is not of a success and happiness... i feel i am a machine...
and wat a stressing thought that can be... so in order to not have that feeling ever...
i quit my job, i quit volunttering, i quit... doing anything that can tell me i am on job...
I am free... thats wat i am... free to do wat ever i want...
But before i tell u to behave like me... every road has its own bumps... u better be ready to face them... cuz no road is bump free...:D
not even sitting idle doing wat u please....
Oh u might be thinking wat was that who comes to my rescue...
Who u think...
Dont know abt u... for me He is... My Maula my imam Imam Husain that holds the reign of my life and heart...
Its when i ensure my love for him is intact i have a sigh of releif... Lots of fun and dancing and masti... takes me away from remembering him, but when i see his name and my heart straigtens, my eyes pay homage and a sea of tears fall down...
He loves me i know... but do i love him and that i keep loving till my last breath wat i have to ensure... myself
i am getting sleepy now... listening to nohas and manqabat...
so the majic of the soothing words is working
Night every one... sleep well and rise well
Night.
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