Thursday, July 14, 2011
I want to say this to him? his silent reply wont leave me anywhere...:(
will u hit me back... for i wish u cud hit me back... so hard that i forget everything. please, may be juts may be i will find a way of moving forward... away from u,.. finally able find the right one and help myself...i so want to get married... and be with someone but until u dont go its impossiblle... i know u dont want to be in way to my happiness then may be u can just show me how bad u are... so that i fear u ... and run away from u towards a better person... just may be...wont u help me? i cant trust u nor can feel bad abt u, u r a coward... but i am not... i can take ur hit...for i know its good for me... it will end this for me...i will be free of u... free to go to anyone... anywhere... be happy again...please say something so bad so hurtful, so harsh so bad...that i can finally free myself of u... please free me. if i ever was a friend to u...please do this for that sake...if i ever gave u some happiness, some peace some love... juts do it for that...
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Is this me? D:
ReplyDeleteno its not u...there are other men alive on the face of this world...:) infact there are so many that i shortlisted one juts to always be sane, and not keep forgetting the one!... and not keep hopping from one to another... doomed or otherwise... i found my man...:D and i am saving the pain to find another one for the rest of my life... its better to now concentrate on other things, like growing up and acting mature and wise and creative and efficient in raising a family...
ReplyDeletethe power of one...:D rules! i love him, his family and his sis and his father and his brother and his friends... yes... unbeleivingly i love them all... they are all so adorable...:) excepot for his ex...who somehow never cud get along with any of them! but i love them all... cant wait to unite with my family... i love my family, the father of my two sons and the gradfather and the grand mom and the aunts and the uncles...:) see how well i am planned! 2 beautiful boys... and yes he wanted a girl... so he can have one of those... but i am bad with handling girls so she is going to be his baby... and i know he is going to do a good job with them:) oh i so wish...all this...