Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Still Remember The Day!

We were at the mall...i with my pregnant sister and law my 2 yr old niece zahabiya after the shop we thought to eat and to let her play in the play area.... we took a seat where we cud keep an eye on her... and i felt it was very safe... as she wud never venture out...but my sister an law kept watching every second... non stopped... i told her to relax and nothing will happen...and so she relaxed and we started talking... and then after 2 mins we like got back attentive and her eyes went to see her daughter... but she cudnt see her... she stood up to have a complete view... she wanst there... she panicked and went there to see and i started behind her too not really believing she cud go anywhere in a matter of a minute or two... she must be there... but we cudnt locate her... and then we both got panicked... real fear set in... she started running around in the whole large space... with multiple malls connected making ti extremely difficult if she went beyond the the eating area... wityh so many shops and people and kids... i started to walk a little fatser and then she started running with tears in her eyes as she started calling out her name and speaking my baby where is my baby... as i looked her i got more worried she was preganant and running like that cud be really ahrmful... so i asked her to stop and wait ill go around and see... i recited praying in mye heart... telling god this cant happen we cant lose her... with bad thoughts coming wat if someone took her, she is sucha lovely kid, wat if someone took her off... thinking if she wud realise she cant see her mom, she wud gets so scared and all those thoughts made me cry... is tarted hysterically askinga ll the passer bys if they had seen a 2 yr old wearing a red shirt and blue pants... black curly hair... they said... no ... i kept running now... and then i went to the inf desk ... pleading to the two officers sitting there telling them abt it.. and asking them to help... when they got into a little relaxing attitude i started screaming at them... and left in anger running wildly trying to locate her... along with her mom... who and then i returned and went on one corridor... and as i kept on all the emotions and thoughts played havoc... but i knew i had to find her... there was no way... i cud not find her... i saw her in my head imagined her looking up trying to find her mom... scared and i started crying... and then i crossed then outside one of the shop i saw her... and she saw me and she came running to me and hugged me with all her might... and i felt like i got my life back...:) never to let her out of my sight again....

my little baby...:( it scared the hell out of me and her mom...:( and the daddy when he heard abt it...

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