so why having sex is not enough... i mean why it shudnt be the only thing u need?
May be cuz the female V card is like something she gives u witha hope of commitment and when u cant give her that she is left with a pain she cannot handle which blinds her and almost deceases her.
So if you really cannot do her justice and have no such intention too atleast by any means even if she is herself unprepared leave her with a kid, so that she has a reason to survive by taking care of her... and it wud be ideal if you have done her so much that the idea of being with you or having anything like sex makes her scream and run away so that she could live happily ever after...
i never thought the movies and novels of undying love and commitment of a man and woman were only fantasies when i came into this world. Watching my parrents together struggling to keep morsel on our mouths... i wondered why they were so bored with life and didnt even as much as hugged each other, when they had the freedom and opportunity to do that, why they cudnt see eye to eye with anything and why my father liked being glue to tv more then mom... and all i cud think of was to cuddle with someone who i cud love till i wud pass out...
being a virgin for so long and having a close meeting with someone who i feel was a man i cud want... i now feel, its like a curse placed on marriages and its ofcourse a sin to have sex without marriage... so if anyone wants a life full of love and sex and happiness and pleasure and beauty whats his her best bet...
as both of these places have their own devils ... but then i understand... its after all the devil that makes none of the situation a win win... but with faith and desire of love you can give him a hard time and turn the tables ... but we are getting limited ... beleivers...or getting weak ...
My favorite fantasy is that if ectasy... and me staying there for eternity...:)
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