lifeline is it?

So we may argue we need food water air for survival but he is to me the lifeline... that one reason that keeps me holding on to life...

and those small moment of pleasure which i land and get addicted to... so much is my desire to be always fulfilled ... without you around and not wanting to crave for u and make these moments pain-filled... i rely on these lifelines...

i wonder where u get yours from? but i am sure we all do have them and get them and cling to them...for we cannot die before we are destined to...

i may be doing something very right somewhere but it still doesn't take care of the wrong i am doing somewhere, hence this